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Struggling to live

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Havent been up for almost 2 weeks.... Just got an sms from my sister saying my Baby died after struggling for 2 days. Baby is the kitten up there, the 1st pic... sigh... I did my best but I can't go against destiny. This 3 cute little kittens I picked up from the drain down the road 50 metres from my mum's house. They fell into the drain at Saturday morning during the heavy down pour, and surprisingly the mum just ignore and did not pick it up and just left... maybe the mother didn't really bother... After picking up from the drain, I dried them in the cage under some shades with sunlight, get them some kitten formula milk to feed them. Sad to say I forgot to blow dry baby as he was the longest in the drain.... shivering... (oh no my tears almost fall when I wrote this) Being me, always blaming my self, hard to get my self out of self guilt... :( :( Sunday was fine the kitten drank milk etc, but baby was weak, didn't really drink... even I try feeding it... So monday my...
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Dan Pernah menyayangi

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Dan Pernah menyayangi... Andik Nizam 01.40 170609 Kali pertama kata terungkap, Tiada sangsi Tiada prasangka Andai kasih ku tunjuk Bisa mengubat sepi di hati Aku hanya manusia biasa Kerna kusedar setiap manusia berhak bahagia Sangsi kejujuran Cuba kulawan Setiap langkah ku bertanya tatapan mata tiada sinar Kudrat Ilahi tak terlawan Seujurnya ku berdoa Tuhan membimbing Hati ku milikNya Ku tahu tiada yang berdosa Mungkin aku yang alpa atau kau yang leka Keindahan kau kejar, Tanpa kau sedar Menjerat kujujuran Hatimu nan tulus Andai kau sedar, Doaku moga kau insafi Kembalilah pada dirimu yang sebenarnya Luhur budimu Indah santunmu anugerah Ilahi buat insan yang pernah kau sayangi Dan pernah menyayangimu Kasih yang kutinggalkan
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Kids at Sijangkang

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This photo I had the chance to follow my friend who will be the judges for Tabika Kemas silat and senam seni for the Banting distict somewhere last month. I just love taking photos of children. As they are very sincere and honest. And you can learn a lot from them... :)
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9-5 vs projects

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Thanks to Muaddib Images, taken my photo during our event at Wangsa MElawati, hahaha I like this photo As this is my continuation, after 6 months getting my macbook and yet there is no entry. All the while just don't feel like putting any input. Will be putting up more. Quite a slow start for this year since January and I believe some of you out there are also facing the same thing... Some might have a jumping sparkling start... As I was also adapting my self back to full time employment, I gotta juggle my time. Being free of routine 9-5 clocking in, I manage to arrange my schedule according to my convenience. But yet not much of a discipline. Back to full time academic, yet I will still continue with my current projects running. Last year was a pretty hassle year, too much to do yet not much of input $$$ I mean lol. Not until the end of the year. But yet I feel blessed with all that happened. My brother Fadli getting married, meeting him before his wedding. Met his dad, an...
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updated

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Salam.. Good days greetings...Just got my blog running again.. been a while since my previious blog at friendster.. (hmm mcm budak2 jer friendster tu). Am in a rush since am at FOCAD leaving to KL now.
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